Hah Hah Life

In a lifetime of a man, he is always on a search, never-ending search. He thinks he will find, but when he arrives, he starts another search again, because what he thought he was looking for is really not what he is looking for. He looks to further satisfy himself.

Is satisfaction the end of the search? Satisfaction is the feeling that one obtains what he wants; what he thinks it is worth the want; what he thinks it will make him important; what he thinks it will make him unique; what he thinks the society will praise; what he thinks fits with his frame of value; and what he thinks it will end his dissatisfaction.

I, as well, am in the same trap for search. I, many times, just keep searching, open the hole, go to the corner, walk a far distance, go anywhere, but I don’t really know what I am looking for. Sometimes it is just like trying to spend all the time I have in, what I believe, a meaningful way. I search, I search, I search, but what I have been finding is just nothing. What I have found so far is rejected by my mind. It is not what I want. In fact, I don’t know what I need.  We are trapped in the world of confusion, the wants and the needs. We want so many things in life. But when we have gotten it we know really well that it is not what we need. Some times and many times, we actually know in advance that it was not we need, but we still go there and try to find.

Life is to live.
We live like life is unending.

Life starts when one first breathes. Life ceases when one’s breath stops.  The gap in between is the living.

Life starts the same way. Life stops the same way. One lives so differently from one another. All are in search of how to best live.

Life starts with insecurity, being sucked out from the warm secured womb. One cries for the first breath that one can grasp. And one has no choice except to start living.

We all search for happiness in life. We all live not totally happy life. Do we really know what the happiness in life is? We hear of course people talking about happiness.
But does anyone really have true happiness?
How can we get our life to live a bit closer to the moment of happiness?
How can we learn to live with the happy moment longer?
Life is to live.
We live like life is unending.

Life starts when one first breathes. Life ceases when one’s breath stops.  The gap in between is the living.

Life is to live
But to live life is sometimes difficult.

I was taught since I was young what the motto in my life is. I never understood what it meant clearly when they said “to make the most out of today”. I thought it was such a plain answer and it was a no brainer kind of answer. Along the way I start to understand what it means by making the most out of today. We might not live tomorrow. We might just go to bed today and never again wake up. Making the most out of today is trying t complete everything that we want to accomplish for today because we might not live tomorrow. We live reckless sometimes. After we are born we live life such as we will have another millions day to come. Have we ever counted how many days we have in our lives. If we live a 100 years, we would have 36,500 days to live. If we can live only for another day, we have another 24 hours to live. Think about it, do we actually know how many days and hours we have to live for the rest of our lives. We don’t know. When we go to bed, have we ever prepared that we will not wake up? We will do things today to prepare for what will come to us the next day. What would we do differently if we know that we will not wake again the next day?